Reno's Chance - All Romance Ebooks

Reno's Chance - All Romance Ebooks 

A must read for any Lora Leigh SEALs/Elite Ops fans.  Got to love Reno.

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I must be out of my mind.  I can't seem to sleep, I feel sick, and I feel alone.  Don't get me wrong, I have my family, but sometimes it feels like it is not enough.  I have started hoarding.  Yes I am aware of it.  I don't want to be.  I take care of my grandson most of the time.  His mom is in school.  I don't sleep much anymore.  I am almost to the point of not caring anymore, just me and my grandson...

I think I am slowly losing more of myself.  I've been trying to take all of my meds, but there are days when I forget or most of the time, I oversleep.  I sleep sometimes more than 12 hours.  How am I to care for my grandson?!  Does not help that Social Security sent me a thick form to feel out and turn back in, oh let's say, yesterday!  I'm suppose to remember when I worked for various employers.  I can't find the most recent resume.  Lost in all the junk I collect, I suppose.

Well, this is it.  I need to try to go to bed.

Too Bad...So Sad...

Not sure what is going on but I feel I must stay awake to protect my grandson.  It is 0438, military time, and I am still up.  Something is telling me to kind of listen for him, the other part of me is, his mother is in the same room with him.  It doesn't help.  I take better care of the little one.  I don't know anymore.  Lack of sleep is driving me crazy and today, I couldn't stand the smell of food.  Why?!

I finished another book.  Vampire's Curse.  I started at 3ish AM yesterday.  Darn good book.  I know this is so short but I need to go.  I feel very thirsty.  Night all and be safe.
 - R

What's New...

I am so tired.  My poor grandson is having issues breathing.  I have done the saline solution to his poor little nose and he HATES it.  Doesn't help that his tummy doesn't feel good either.  He is not able to take to any any soy milk.  It has to be Prosobee.  WIC gives out Gerber Great Starts Soy, my grandson hates that crap!

His mom has lost the ability to breastfeed.  I am trying to see if we can jump start it again.  The lactation consultant was suppose to call us back but she didn't.  I really hope she can start feeding the baby breast milk again.  He so needs it.  It brings a bond to them both and he is comforted by it.

Well, that is what is new for now.  Going to take my meds then go to bed.  Night all.

To Give or To sympathize?

I am sitting here, watching Whale Wars.  Debating on things that they are doing on the show.  Not sure if I want to help them, them being the Sea Shepherds, or to sympathize with the locals that rely on certain things for food.  I was raised to believe that if you kill an animal, you eat/use all of it.  No wasting.  The people they are showing on the Viking Shores, they are using most of it, the whale meat, but wasting the fat and bones.  I know that we are no longer in the dark ages, for now any way, but you can still use fat lamps and bones for various things.  This is where my dilemma lies.  To give to help against wasting or to sympathize for use of most of the whale.  From what I have seen so far, these people are over fishing.  What they don't understand is that once the whales are gone, so are we.  It is the same with frogs, turtles, and all creatures on this planet.  We have outgrown our usefulness on this planet.  It is time for us to be knocked back down on the food chain.  It is plain arrogance to say we are the "master" race.  Soon, I am sure there will be an animal to kick our asses into the brink of extinction.  Just what we deserve for doing that to them.

OMG!  I am so randy it is not even funny!  Can't stand it when Jim is away from me.  I miss him.  I just hope that he doesn't have a long day.  I want him to come home to me with more than bed on his mind.  I can't tell you that it doesn't help to read material that is erotic.  Makes my imagination run crazy.  All the stuff I can do and will do to Jim.  Yeah, he is going to have a long night.

Ugh! I'm so bored!

Did you ever wonder what it would be like to do something so off the wall that even your family would be proud? I would love that, but what can a diabetic do? I would have to remain safe and unbroken. So, speaking of broken, I don't have my mac any more. The hard drive is basically fried and I did try to erase it to start from scratch. Didn't work. I can't even access the drive to move things over to my external hard drive.

So, I am currently reading Dane: The Lords of Satyr. Mmmmm! Can't go wrong with an active imagination. The next book I will be reading is it's brother, Bastian. No one under 21 should read this book or series. It is strictly for adults. Sorry lil ones. Just wait until you are older. These books make me miss my husband. No, he is not dead or anything like that, I just miss him. Even if he is just working.

That is another thing, why do some women shun their husband's love? Did he do something to make you stop loving him that way? If you are scared to be loved by your spouse, something is wrong with you. I love my husband. We have been together for almost 20 years. I have nothing to keep from loving him and him loving me. If anything, it made us stronger. I would die for him. I would die to protect my family.

So any way, back to Dane and my imagination of Jim and I. Love you honey!!!!

Still Alone...

I don't like being alone. Watching movies, reading and working on baby blanket is keeping me sane. I can't wait to be a grandmother. Wondering how much stuff to get right now.

Sleepy so this is short. Sorry.