July 4, 2013 It's Just Another Day

Today, I tried to clean my room a little.  It looks like a hoarder's room.  So far, it is just my room.  My kids say it extends to the rest of the house but that is not my doing.  They just don't clean up after themselves.  I cleaned up my desk, it looks better, until I had to clean a path to the dresser again.

My library of books is getting larger.  I am sure Jim is getting pissed by it.  Just received MacRieve by Kresley Cole, Enthralled by Lora Leigh, and about to finish reading Only Pleasure by Lora Leigh.  I love to read.  It all started with the Twilight series and hasn't let up.  As much as I hate the movie series now, I have to thank Stephanie Meyer for getting my butt reading again.  I really never liked reading.  Especially since Kindergarten, but now, since being an adult, I just can't get enough.  Paranormal erotica, romance, military romance, and a few others are my faves.

I have OCD when it comes to reading.  I have problems going to sleep once I get started.  If it is a very good book, I am a lost cause.  Like right now.  Here it is after 0130hrs and I am still awake.  I was supposed to spend quality time with my husband, but since it is late and has to work, I am SOL.  :(

Can't wait to start reading JR Ward's The Rebel next.  I am on an alpha challenge on goodreads.com and as you can tell, I am getting ready to start the R.  I already to the P.  Sorry, no Q.  Night all.  Have a great Friday!

Sheesh! Another headache

     You know that when I was young, I had lots of energy, could run, walk lots of miles, bike like crazy, and walked to the park on days when my friends were around.  Today, I can't walk but a little bit even when shopping, can't run to save my life, and can only bike, stationary, for a mile or two without passing out.  I haven't really been well enough to do those things.  My mental capacity is not like it used to be.  The medications have annihilated what little I had left.  I can't cook any more, family hates my cooking.  What I eat, they don't, so I have to eat what they eat.  Not made of money to buy two dinners everyday just so I can eat healthier.  And this is where my rant comes in.  The government wants us to eat healthier.  Do you realize it is impossible unless you are made of money?!  We hug the line of poverty and being livable.  We can't get food stamps, SNAP, even though my husband is the only one that works and I receive disability.  We take care of my grandson and I have 2 girls that still are in school, technically.  My youngest is homeschooled.
     Where do they get the financial guidelines from?  Are they pulling it out of their arse?!  Any way, I just want to be comfortable.  I want to be able to get my grandson what he needs to survive.  I want to be able to move out to my dad's property to build a house on it so he can experience what it really is to be alive.  I also need to buy homeschool books for him and my youngest daughter.  We can't afford to buy all the subjects when we need to.
     I am tired.  Have been all day.  Grandson wears me out.