Too Bad...So Sad...

Not sure what is going on but I feel I must stay awake to protect my grandson.  It is 0438, military time, and I am still up.  Something is telling me to kind of listen for him, the other part of me is, his mother is in the same room with him.  It doesn't help.  I take better care of the little one.  I don't know anymore.  Lack of sleep is driving me crazy and today, I couldn't stand the smell of food.  Why?!

I finished another book.  Vampire's Curse.  I started at 3ish AM yesterday.  Darn good book.  I know this is so short but I need to go.  I feel very thirsty.  Night all and be safe.
 - R

What's New...

I am so tired.  My poor grandson is having issues breathing.  I have done the saline solution to his poor little nose and he HATES it.  Doesn't help that his tummy doesn't feel good either.  He is not able to take to any any soy milk.  It has to be Prosobee.  WIC gives out Gerber Great Starts Soy, my grandson hates that crap!

His mom has lost the ability to breastfeed.  I am trying to see if we can jump start it again.  The lactation consultant was suppose to call us back but she didn't.  I really hope she can start feeding the baby breast milk again.  He so needs it.  It brings a bond to them both and he is comforted by it.

Well, that is what is new for now.  Going to take my meds then go to bed.  Night all.