Let me say this...

I would like to be free of pain and free of diabetes.  I hate taking the meds.  I hate being sick.  I want to be able to live to see my grandson become a flourishing young man.  I haven't done well on taking my insulin.  I don't want to forget, I just do.  No one believes me when I say that I forget.  I can take the oral medications but it is the insulin that I can't remember.  It sits right beside my bed.  I can look at it, but it would be the wrong time for me to take it.  I can only take the Lantus every 11 - 12 hours.  

Oh yeah, the shoulder?  It is doing okay.  I can lift it pretty high but not the full way straight.  Doc said I am doing good but he is putting me on Physical Therapy now.  Twice a week.  Yay!!!!  Now, I just want to be able to twirl little one around.  Enough of my bitching.  Kids?  Stay active.  Play with your kids when you have them.  Take them to the park, camping, fishing, whatever.  Just stay active with them.  I probably should have done more but not of what happened when my kids were little was just on me.  It is a shared road parents walk.  

Baby loves school.  I am so happy.  He has four girlfriends, maybe more.  We know four.  He is too silly.  He is so loving and when I was faking sadness, he came to me, grabbed my hand, and said everything is going to be alright.  LOL!  Too cute.

If there is a way to remember my stuff easily, I will write it here.